Bevendre
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Actually im seeing notifications not show up. Reblogs mostly so far
I suppose @staff is trying to “fix” things again.
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Is anyone else having trouble with notes and notifications showing up recently? I swear, half the notes that I’m getting don’t appear on the dashboard.
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What should I work on today? Commissions are open and I’m open to suggestions.
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I hate how my depression seems to be hitting harder and harder every Tuesday/Wednesday. I have no passions that have panned out, no hobbies that take my mind off of things for more than a few minutes, and I can’t keep up with any project I put my mind to.
More and more I’m finding myself questioning what’s even the point? I hate where I am in life, how little I’ve done and how much I’ve managed to let slip by. More and more often I have the thought that there’s no reason to keep going. These are predominantly invasive thoughts, I know they are, but I’m scared at how often they’re coming.
I hate feeling this way, I hate thinking this way, and I want it to stop.
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({i concider friends as those that will talk to you randomly and often, and about things you both like})
Which is why I said I have no friends offline. The last friend that I had off the internet stopped talking to me more than a year ago, and I don’t know why.
I’ve been finding myself missing college and high school, not because I miss the classes, but because they gave me an excuse to not be social, I was too busy. Now it’s just sad, but there’s not a whole lot that I can do about it.
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I find the idea that I have a lot more fans than friends a strange one, mostly because I have no friends offline.
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Commissions are open for anthro characters, ponies, Pokemon, and TF. Commissions can be NSFW, but I will not draw foalcon/loli, watersports, vore or gore.
Sketch $7 +$2 per additional character
Flat colors $12 +$3 per additional character
Lineless shaded pony/simple character $18 +$4 per additional character
Painted headshot/bust $15
Full body shaded anthro/complex character $22 +$6 per additional character
5 slots open currently (More may be opened as pieces are finished)
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For further information or to discuss a commission contact via message on FA or Tumblr, Skype at thefirstcynedian, or Discord at Bevendre #1480. Payment will be requested upon an approved sketch -
Commissions are open for anthro characters, ponies, Pokemon, and TF. Commissions can be NSFW, but I will not draw foalcon/loli, watersports, vore or gore.
Sketch $7 +$2 per additional character
Flat colors $12 +$3 per additional character
Lineless shaded pony/simple character $18 +$4 per additional character
Painted headshot/bust $15
Full body shaded anthro/complex character $22 +$6 per additional character
5 slots open currently (More may be opened as pieces are finished)
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For further information or to discuss a commission contact via message on FA or Tumblr, Skype at thefirstcynedian, or Discord at Bevendre #1480. Payment will be requested upon an approved sketch -
17,896 views and 945 favorites between 127 submissions on FA. That’s not bad, not bad at all. Apparently people on FA prefer the TF pieces over anthro or pony stuff, but that’s kind of to be expected for that site.
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I’m always open to ideas and suggestions for what to draw, especially while ask blogs are closed or on hiatus. Also, commissions are open by request.
