A meme has never rang as true to me as this ………………
Okay, see, this is me, why can’t anyone get that?
THIS.
My life
My life -.-
(via relentlesslyhers)
Thank you Oreo, and everyone else who’s offered their well wishes. I know that I have friends all over the world because of the internet, and that they will be glad to help should I need it.
Sometimes though, it’s not enough to have just someone’s words and well wishes.
I hate being depressed.
Having the feeling of absolute uselessness and knowing that it’s not true.
Feeling like I can’t and shouldn’t do anything because it will only go wrong, and knowing that that feeling is wrong.
Being unable to move because I can’t find the motivation or purpose to do so, but knowing that I have to or that I should.
The part I hate the most though, is that no one close to me pays enough attention or seems to care. Those that have known me the longest don’t take the time to see that something may be wrong. The people who do notice though, who do care, are always so far away even if they’re always there.
March 26th
Probably a picture of Fleur drawn by Twyla for my birthday this year. It was and is beautifully drawn, and it was the only gift, or even acknowledgement of my birthday I received.
I travel somewhat extensively because of my choir, so that’s not really an option. I’m fairly content with the things that I do, and I’m strapped for time as is. If there’s anything I’d like to do it would be to meet someone special and have the courage, confidence, and drive to try and be with them.
I actually don’t know. I’m not particularly proud of the things I’ve done. By no means are they bad, I just don’t feel too proud of them.
Firstly I’d call you insane for commissioning me at all, let alone for that much. Secondly I’d ask what you wanted because I very very rarely remember my dreams.
A Queen’s eyes are more akin to those of ponies, being of a single lens, while other changelings’ eyes are multifaceted. That being said, Queens tend to have better sight than their drones.